"First and foremost I want to thank you deeply for the work you have done and continue to do for my beautiful family. You are a strong cornerstone of our little circle and we talk about you often. And you are in our prayers daily. I truly believe that if Heathers had not had the intuition to connect you with Rumi and especially Bowie our world would look much different. You made the difference. Thank you Doctor Steve.

Keep up the good work. Nothin but love for ya

As far as the healing space: I have had astounding changes in my behavior. For one I’ve been guilty of being complacent in my career but lately I have seen and felt changes in myself as if I’m shedding layers of that old self that wants to stay stuck. In my personal life I have been able to communicate with Heathers on a deeper and more productive level (not always lol but I feel a shift). This one is very interesting too.

Embarrassingly I have a track record of not being able to give Heather a grand gesture on her birthday or Valentine’s Day of Christmas. I would think about it and think about it and the days and nights would pass and the next thing I knew it was days away and I would look down and my hands were empty. Heather has repeatedly told me she doesn’t need much and she just needs to see me put out some effort. And even that little ask I couldn’t make it work. This Valentine’s Day was a very different. Weeks before Valentine’s Day I contacted one of Heather best New York City friends that makes jewelry and I commissioned her to make two charms to hang from her neck. Rumi and Bowie. I’m so stoked to give her these. I haven’t given them to her because they needed to be redone. I told Heather about the gift that was delayed and she was the most understanding which made me feel amazing. We also celebrated by going roller skating and bowling and we haven’t laughed like that in a long time. The effort was made and I was able to slow things down and focus on what I could do to make things different. I was elated. And I saw the joy in Heather’s face. And I felt very close to her. Another aspect of it all is the lack of drinking. I did dry January and now dry February and it seems the longer I go with out some booze the better version of myself seems to unfold. I’m going to not drink for the rest of the year. I’ve been able to say to myself it’s not benefiting me and its not allowing me to be my best self. I’m seeing flashes of my best self and that’s all I can think about.

As far as that goes with the healing space I think it’s helped realize and even helped me think the words I’m not my best self when I drink. I don’t think I’ve said that before this year. In conclusion, the healing space is helping me shed parts of myself so I can come into myself true self as a whole.

Thanks again Doctor Steve. You’re the best."